I slept a lot today. Probably because I hadn't slept very much the last few days. It was very different not having Michael here today. He had a tendency to spice up the day, but I'm sure the staff didn't miss him. Through Michael's leaving I had realized that I might miss these people. I've was thinking about this a lot today and it was hard for me to understand exactly why I would miss this place. Although now I'm not convinced that this will be the case. Originally I was thinking that I might miss this place because it has become some much of what I'm used to day to day. I think the only reason I thought that is because I can't accuratly imagine what I feel when I am doing the things of my normal life, which I think was a way for me to get used to this place. For example, In stead of longing everyday for how it feels when I ride my bike, my mind chooses to forget it and learn to like what is here. That is actually very amazing considering there isn't much to like here. That's why I think when I am out of here and doing the things that I love, being with the people I like, I wont miss this place at all. Speaking of people I like I am looking forward to seeing Ryan and Austin who are visiting tomorrow.
Today was fairly calm in comparison to yesterday and because of the craziness of yesterday we were given a treat today that consisted of sherbert. They also started taking request for DVDs and both of these were kind of a thank you by the people here for putting up with yesterday. Oh just remembered I weighed myself today and I have lost only 5 pounds and will probably only loose one more by the time I leave.
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